Samskaras - the grooves in the mind that make thoughts flow in the
same direction and thus rob one of free choice - are not silent.
These deep impressions in the mind have a voice; we hear their
repeated messages as words in our heads. Is it possible to figure
out which voices are true and which are false? This is an important
question because it isn't possible to think without hearing some
words in your head.
Not one of us knows where our inner voices come from. We simply
accept them, as well as the stream of words that fill our heads. A
deeply religious person might claim that every inner voice is some
version of the voice of God. One thing is certain, however: We all
hear the inner voices of a clamoring chorus. They nag, praise,
cajole, judge, warn, suspect, disbelieve, trust, complain, hope,
love, and fear - in no special order. It's too simplistic to say
that we each have a good side and a bad side - we have thousands of
aspects formed out of past experiences.
It's impossible to sort out how many voices I am actually listening
to. I sense that some are buried from childhood; they sound like
orphans of my earliest experiences begging me to take them in.
Other voices are adult-like and harsh - in them, I hear people from
my past who judged or punished me. Each voice believes that it
deserves my whole attention, heedless of the others that believe
the same thing. There is no central self who rises above the din to
quell this riot of opinions, demands, and needs. At any given
moment, whatever voice I pay the most attention to becomes my
voice, only to be crowded offstage when my attention shifts.
Samskaras - the grooves in the mind that make thoughts flow in the
same direction and thus rob one of free choice - are not silent.
These deep impressions in the mind have a voice; we hear their
repeated messages as words in our heads. Is it...
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